A Tsunami of Sadness
This month I have gathered my sadnesses together, lined them up and asked them to take a number, be patient, I’ll get to each of you in good time.
The volume of sadness this month is a tsunami and too great to feel on the fly.
I’m going to have to schedule my sad and unpack it bit by bit. Pack a lunch Tanya because it’s going to be a long trip.
Never felt alone
While I am sad I have NEVER felt alone with great thanks to you, our Bravery Box supporters, our Bravery Boxers.
This parenting of a child with cancer gig can be tricky. Days and weeks can go by a parent feels capable and their child is well and our friends are doing well and our new normal is very liveable. Those days and weeks I soak in gratitude for our silver linings.
In my hopeful heart
In my heart lives hope for our daughter’s future. There’s plenty of room in this hopeful heart of mine; in there lives the future of our friends in treatment, hope for those friends finished treatment to maintain their health and remission and for their parents who have become my friends to get through this whole. This part of my heart dances and laughs loud and celebrates the wonder of a moment.
In my heart also lives sadness
My hopeful heart also holds an unthinkable sadness for the children and teens in our world who don’t get to grow up. I hold fear for our friends when their cancers become complicated and I hold a grief that I haven’t yet completely unpacked for our own daughter who has battled brilliantly and appears to be winning on so many levels.
Kindess saves me
It is times like now when I feel the weight of our world, where a straight spine is hard to come by and I just have to stop and share my weight with others and it is times like now when you save me.
Thank you for supporting Bravery Box, every donation, every word of support is a lifting of the weight of our world.
Every donation is a gesture of love and kindness
Every time our child chooses something from the Bravery Box we feel supported and recognised by you, and our weight is lighter.
For me each donation to Bravery Box, however small is an awesome acts of kindness. These beautiful gestures help me to remember that it isn’t just the parents in this world who share each other’s pain, it is each of you who stand up and tell us ‘not on your own’ with each act of kindness.
In a month where silver linings have been hard to come by, the support for the Bravery Box shows me that we have an army of people behind us whispering to us ‘Not on your own’.